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  • Mood: Worried
  • Listening to: Thoughts way too jumbled to actually understand...
  • Watching: TV kinda
Title says it all. 2015 so far pretty much sucks for my family as far as health goes.

Starting off with the least to worry over, is little old me. I had an ultrasound done of my neck because I have strange wheezing fits that have been happening for a few years now, and my neck had been looking a little swollen so doctor figured it wouldn't hurt to get it looked at. Turns out I do have a small nodule, only .8 cm on the right side of my thyroid. It shouldn't be anything major, because all my tests came back alright but it will be something to keep an eye on.

My mom is still going through her chemo treatment, and she's halfway through her second type of chemo as of last week. She'll be finished around the beginning of April, and then a few weeks later she will have her surgery. However, what kind of surgery she will have is still up in the air. Mom had to go through a genetic counseling and blood tests to make sure she does not have a certain gene... If she has it, mom will have to have both her breasts removed to make sure the breast cancer could not come back. But my mom can remove both breasts without the gene too, just to make sure... In her own words, she cannot go through this mess again... Then of course after whatever surgery she has, she has to go through radiation everyday for I think six weeks.

Well, so we have all this going on with my mom, and today we got a brand new, terrifying bombshell. My father dad had to go to the hospital today so he could get a heart cath to see about the damage to his heart. Twenty-two years ago, he had a stent put into his heart, and lately he has been having irregular heart beats and other problems so it was highly possible that he would need to have more stents put in. 

Instead, my dad has to go for open-heart surgery tomorrow for not just one but five artery bypasses.  

I don't think it has really hit me just yet ... Any surgery is a big deal, because something can go wrong.... but open heart.... my dad could die tomorrow.....I mean he is sixty-three as of Monday.... The doctor did say that his heart muscle is still functioning well, so that is good at least...

I think that's about it.... Like I said, I don't think this has really hit me yet... but I.. I still needed to write it out somewhere.... I'm just going to go play my games and color stuff now, and busy myself until all this really sinks in. Actual return is delayed once again....  BUT I might spit out some stories in the name of distraction... bad stories but stories none the less.

**waves and slips off**

Journal History


United States
Ciel Derperina 8D by orengel + PC - Time For A Rest + by Aisuruu One More Kiriban Prize by VictoriousEndeavours

Hello Im EternalStarTail, but you may call me Star, Sky,..or anything you wish :D Im not a very skilled drawing, but I love coloring linearts and writing.

The Feather Badge by orengel Agito's Ocean of Friendship by samuRAI-same Wrath's Entwined Friendship by SWC-arpg The Horny Badge by VictoriousEndeavours Evil's Chain of Friendship by evil-firewolf Silveroak's Leaf of Loyalty by SilveringOak Alerium's Manemist Heart Badge by Alerium

Wraith Page Decoration by orengel

Animals of all sorts
My close friends
My space

Power Players
Poachers/hunters any animal killers
Animal Abuse
People who think they're better than everyone
Being Alone

Current Residence: That's for me to know and you to...never find out ;P
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Print preference: .......
Favourite genre of music: I like country music and some rock but it depends on teh mood of the music
Favourite photographer: Im pretty good at animal pictures......
Favourite style of art: Realistic
Operating System: Nani????
MP3 player of choice: Dont have a MP3
Shell of choice: Nani???
Wallpaper of choice: Nani???
Skin of choice: Nani???
Favourite cartoon character: Too many to name :3
Personal Quote: Sometimes I just want to....Fade Away....

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Hey!!! Is your address still the last one you gave me? I don't have your number anymore :/
EternalStarTrail Featured By Owner Aug 30, 2015
Hey!!!! <3 Yeah my address is still the same.
SWC-arpg Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Happy Birthday!!!!! <333333333333333
EternalStarTrail Featured By Owner Mar 16, 2015
Bro hug  Thank you so so much sweetie!!!!
samuRAI-same Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2015
Beautiful Demon by samuRAI-same
EternalStarTrail Featured By Owner Mar 16, 2015
Let me hug you!  EE Thank you hun. <333
detectivebenson Featured By Owner Sep 18, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
Holy smokes!!!! thank you for the donation! :hug:
EternalStarTrail Featured By Owner Sep 18, 2014
No problem hun. ^_^
tatsu-okami Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2014
I just happened to see your comment in passing on one of Gemini's pics of Shadow and Eva :3  Glad that you like those two!  I really like them as well, although I'm honestly not sure if Gemini is really interested in them any more ^^;
Paardjee Featured By Owner Apr 2, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
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